Saturday, July 30, 2005
socceretts 3 hwa chong 0
their keeper din cry. gd. mental strength. ha.
i hate vjc. let's whack 'em 8 nil. ha.
had to carry shoe bags.but seriously i din mind. if dey do well of coz. ha.
wth.......mei feng.......intro dis kinda shit 4 me to eat....ahh.....haha. kept farting la. lolx.
n timber's notti. =x
ehh all of u. dun be so sad le la.i noe it can be quite traumatic....but de earth still keeps spinning ya.... =) perhaps de lesson we'll learn from dis' that life's short,n tt's wad make it precious. low supply=high price wad. so we muz treasure whatever time we hav left here to do wat we wanna do. n treat pple arnd u better. when u still hav de chance.
God bless u all. takkaire yah.
manchesterunited 11:44 PM
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Friday, July 29, 2005
haha,i've got triple Os,n i'm still online. miracle.
unhappy stuff happened at ny today. hope tammie mei feng n lynette's takin it well. turn grief to strength. i noe it can be done. it's something to fight for. so tml's match, motivation shldn't b a prob. i've got a lil pep talk rdy ha.
9th ed release! ha. n i bought an album. lolx.
manchesterunited 10:50 PM
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Thursday, July 28, 2005
dammit. de socceretts r gettin better n better haha. i let in lyk 3million goals today. n dey aren't tt soft. i muz be teachin them something rite =)
go mac play de exothermic rxn thing. poor elline(?). dunno how to spell her name. ha.....
tml long long day. CMPB so farkin far man. n with my ankle.....
9th ed's out. ha.
manchesterunited 10:40 PM
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Monday, July 25, 2005
ahh.......my ear's gettin worse. =(
hmm. if dere's already kiki koko n caca in de socceretts,i thot of lulu n booboo.........lolx!
wad a day. i keep banging in goals,thx to ed's layoffs. then ate pastamania. joke man.
happy day....haha.. when was de last time i laughed so much at 1 go? tink orientation. lolx.
maple. n 9th ed. my life's lyk a lime tree bower my prison lahh....lolx.
=x
manchesterunited 10:11 PM
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Thursday, July 21, 2005
i am reali goin deaf soon. sian.
haha won de amazin arts race!! won a pair of movie passes with mardi. whee~ =) all tt wheel of fortune helped haha. i always lik doin de last bonus qns.....when dey giv u RSTLNE n u add 3 more consonants n a vowel. use ya brain......hah.
maple fever. n 9th edition's coming..... ha.
manchesterunited 6:10 PM
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Wednesday, July 20, 2005
ahh. de ocip presentation went out alright lahh. de video came out fine. i was lyk crossing fingers n toes. my left sock had a hole. lolx. de sound din come out as we wanted it,but it was gd enuff. de soccer gurls were lyk "ohh it sucked" de min dey heard i had a hand in it. LOL. but de objective view i got was, not badd lahh. at least pple hu already had thought bout goin wasn't put off by our ppt. haha. n de cert looks nice.but they printed de wrong date!!! wth. thx to julia for pointing that out to me. i din even c de date lolx.
i disagree on one point. no, we din make frens on de trip. we juz found our long-lost siblings that somehow was waiting for our moment of reconciliation. haha.
NYJC Socceretts 3 srjc girls 1
de gals actually made de sr keeper cry. woohoo! lolx... spectacular shot at de start of de 2nd half by de capt emiko had every1 scratching heads. cos it was all too sudden. n it nailed de coffin of srjc. haha. gotta work on their passing though. at least we noe wat to work at. n ohh, goal celebrations =p
i need to revise my dan brown. any1 lend me? lolx.
manchesterunited 10:10 PM
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Tuesday, July 19, 2005
emil's gem: if mary had a lil lamb,y din she eat it???
lolx.
i feel lyk a dj on de midnight shift lolx. although i'm sure not a lot of pple cares, i hav to still keep talking into the mike. haha.
pe not bad. go gym. whee~ hah. but de extra geog lect shortened my lifespan significantly i tink.
Inscrutable says:
childhood is something that we were supposed to have but it was taken away from us
lckdb has been making more n more sense lately. extreme makeover sia.scary! lolx.
dun wanna study lahh. gonna train my arch on maple =)
manchesterunited 6:33 PM
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Sunday, July 17, 2005
played soccer at bishan park. weee...
shld i put you wee's hp number here for anon.? but it's irritating to not noe hu dis anonymous guy is. trusted fellow? i dunno. hah.
studying geog. but i'm putting my textbook on random mode lolx.
yawnzz...........
manchesterunited 11:42 AM
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Friday, July 15, 2005
wah lau. ns check-up waste time lahh. spare u guys de details. all no-brainers lahh haha.screwed up my hearin test lolx. so pes D till 2 weeks ltr.
played soccer. kana played by ed again as usual. but can c de gals improving day by day. yay. =)
wang le you duo jiu. zai mei ting dao ni. dui wo shuo ni zui ai de gu shi.
no shuo tong hua li dou shi pian ren de. wo bu ke neng shi ni de wang zi.
manchesterunited 11:45 PM
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Thursday, July 14, 2005
read m butterfly ytd. n thot a lot. n miss kwok taught me a couple of things too. =)
loneliness. so powerful. coz u'r left with so much time on ya hands,n u'll wonder. why me? what's wrong with me? that i'm alone? n u end up doing stuff tt looks so ridiculous when u look back with an objective mind. regret. what-it-could-have-beens. all that. n more.
gallimard's fall. coz he fell in love with an image. de perennial loser,not lyk his fren marc,hu got all de gals. when 1 fine day a "woman" song liling seems to be on him,he falls for it. totally devoted. blinded by his image of his own asian demure butterfly,in his control,being his very own possession. hu controls hu? in de end he tinks of song forever when his dream was broken. more lyk shattered. death with honor is much better than life. life with dishonor. death as an escape from all de earthly problems.
still enslaved. i thot i broke free. but everytime she smiles. i'm ensnared again. i lose my tongue. my mind blanks out. i'm still caught off-guard. n i dunno y.perhaps i noe,perhaps i dun face it. i noe i wasn't in love with an image dis time round. u dun love someone because she is perfect. she's perfect only because u love her.all of it. de whole package. her strengths. her flaws. n looking past all that. de higher de dream. de harder de fall. n contrary to batman,not every1 can get up with ease.
de classic tragic hero? hmm. i love drama pc. it teaches me so much about life. at least i tink i see more out of it. poetry n prose,i haven figured out a way to open de door yet.drama's my interest.yeah. haha.
time to put tt mask back. hah. baring your soul too frequently,u might attract infectious viruses. =p
ed: ya. cant let go. thot i did. but memory's a bitch.
anonymous: wan jersey? find you wee.
shaO: ha. my dear sis. finally tagged haha. missed ya so.
de followin song describes wad's goin on quite well. thanks ed.
MLTR-The Ghost of You
Summer's ended and without a trace
Time goes by - while you remain
Funny how I thought I walked on through
With my heart in one
Chorus:
Why do I still cry for you
Dying to get close to you Oh baby
Why do I still fear to face
The ghost of you
How I tried to get you off my mind
But you return - all the time
I believed I could just let you go
Like the fool I am, Baby....
[Chorus:]
Why do I still cry for you
dying to get close to you
Oh baby why do I still fear to face
the ghost of you
[Release:]
I've been trying to release you
to get my feet back on the ground
Still I need my hope to hold on to
even if I know i should back away
It's just a part of me that I can't erase, hey...
Baby...
[Chorus:]
Why do I still cry for you
dying to get close to you
Why do I still fear to face
the ghost of you
[Outro:]
Baby, baby why
Anyway I try I'm still reminded
(the ghost of you)
Anywhere I go I keep coliding with
(the ghost of you)
I've given up I just can't fight it
(the ghost of you)
Everytime I look away I see
the ghost of you
manchesterunited 4:01 PM
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Wednesday, July 13, 2005
in da library now.......haha so happy tt my PW WR's on display haha. de error's still dere inside. if u Halon pple can find it then i'll treat u drink from sch canteen. lolx.
but so sian lahh. reali no mood to do anything dis days. wad am i livin 4? haiz.
m butterfly. i see parallels in my life lahh. no,i'm not farking any males lately.......but still..............it gives me a lot of food for thot. not v bright,but nvm. haha.
hmph. can i get into a tirade bout concillors? i dun lyk them. pple should noe by now. i hate council! i hav no probs with pple in council lahh..........but when u put de whole bunch of 'em tgt...............serve de sch? i felt lyk i was robbed of sch facilities juz now haha. de last time i complained lyk tt here,bengbeng came to kao peh...........hope dis time no1 will lahh hahaha.
manchesterunited 11:51 AM
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Tuesday, July 12, 2005
my nose's killin me. =(
mrs teo had 2 "oh dear"s for me on my scripts lol. janyz n jesreen................i wan my absolute.........yay..............haha.
muz do video tml. today do econs n geog hmwk.......sian...........
manchesterunited 8:09 PM
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Monday, July 11, 2005
hmm. tried to tink a lil today bout my life,started a while,it got so dark,i shut off everything asap lolx. it was too dark 4 me to handle. i dunno. i could be making a mountain outta a molehill,but my life sucks now.
n it's freakin cold down here all alone.
but nvm. thot soccer could cheer me up. left calf was a lil tight over de weekend,but i'm not gonna giv myself any excuses. i cant cross 4 nuts ha. ed did only 1 drogba header today lolx.thot a lil to de gals tt turned up,hoped dey rmb n benefited.then wont be a total waste of time.
tml long day.......sian.......
n fri's coming up quite fast. ns check-up haha. heard so much stories,i alreadi noe wad's coming up,so not fun le lolx.
n seems lyk ed like gals tt giggles lyk no tml on fones. LOL.
manchesterunited 9:12 PM
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Sunday, July 10, 2005
wah lau. outdoor cooking was a mess man. i reali need to do some self-reflection.
de ocip video's out haha............happy =)
jes: no! mr murphy's not nandwani lahh. murphy's law: anything that CAN go wrong, WILL go wrong. ha =p
manchesterunited 10:05 PM
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Saturday, July 09, 2005
jun: =)
anonymous: no thanks. i dun take maths. n i've nv ever taken any tuition since i've had any say in de matter. thanks, but no thanks.
was sorting out lit notes today. i like drama PC =)
found dis piece of paper that miss kwok gave last time durin othello lect. how do u define love? woah. used to tink of it as venus' battlegrounds,where hate and pain hide behind de guise of love.loneliness reigns supreme in de end. quite dark huh. but de following shall paint a more realistic picture....not tt bright still....ha.
When love beckons to you, follow him,
Though his ways are hard and steep.
And when his wings enfold you yield to him,
Though the sword hidden among his pinions may wound you.
And when he speaks to you believe in him,
Though his voice may shatter your dreams as the north wind lays waste the garden.
For even as love crowns you so shall he crucify you.
Even as he is for your growth so is he for your pruning.
Even as he ascends to your height and caresses your tenderest branches that quiver in the sun,
So shall he descend to your roots and shake them in their clinging to the earth.
Like sheaves of corn he gathers you unto himself.
He threshes you to make you naked.
He sifts you to free you from your husks.
He grinds you to whiteness.
He kneads you until you are pliant;
And then he assigns you to his sacred fire, that you may become sacred bread for God’s sacred feast.
All these things shall love do unto you that you may know the secrets of your heart, and in that knowledge become a fragment of Life’s heart.
But if in your fear you would seek only love’s peace and love’s pleasure,
Then it is better for you that you cover your nakedness and pass out of love’s threshing-floor,
Into the seasonless world where you shall laugh, but not all of your laughter, and weep, but not all of your tears.
Love gives naught but itself and takes naught but from itself.
Love possesses not nor would it be possessed;
For love is sufficient unto love.
When you love you should not say, “God is in my heart,” but rather, “I am in the heart of God.”
And think not you can direct the course of love, for love, if it finds you worthy, directs your course.
Love has no other desire but to fulfill itself.
But if you love and must needs have desires, let these be your desires:
To melt and be like a running brook that sings its melody to the night.
To know the pain of too much tenderness.
To be wounded by your own understanding of love;
And to bleed willingly and joyfully.
To wake at dawn with a winged heart and give thanks for another day of loving;
To rest at the noon hour and meditate love’s ecstasy;
To return home at evening with gratitude;
And then to sleep with a prayer for the beloved in your heart and a song of praise upon your lips.
Kahlil Gibran’s The Prophet
love is THE double-edged sword. love is uncontrollable. only because we were made in God's likeness, that's y humans hav de ability to love. even though loving is painful,every1 hopes to do it just de same. i've certainly been bleeding with a smile. ha.
ha take ya Bibles out. Corinthians 13:4-8's not bad. Love never fails. haven't seen it myself yet, but since it's in dere, i'll believe it. ha.
manchesterunited 4:31 PM
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Friday, July 08, 2005
de teachers have teamwork man. dey all agree that my results r an insult,n my handwriting.......doesn't deserve to be called as such. looks more lyk 'drawin worms' or 'bird scratching'. at least 'sanskrit' sounds nicer to me lolx.
fun fun fun. i love soccer haha. scored twice today. de 2nd 1 was damn swee,top left hand corner that left a few broken jaws behind ha. happy. =)
anonymous: sry, i ain't sellin anything man. =)
genesis FC: haha,whatever. nice to play with u guys. gd luck for indon league yah. =)
manchesterunited 11:20 PM
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Thursday, July 07, 2005
haha 41% for econs. quite decent given my low expectations n mr murphy. hah
heyy...to u 5 special gals out dere......thanks 4 de prezzie yah. even though it's late by a month. n u gals decide to giv it to me when i've got a aching tummy tt's in urgent need for a toilet,so tt explains my sian look lolx. but........ha thanks. din reali expect u all to go spend money n reali buy something. touched. haha.
maple? now aaron has heroes of might n magic to intro. lolx.
manchesterunited 3:12 PM
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Wednesday, July 06, 2005
murphy's law. anything that CAN go wrong, WILL go wrong. haha.
okay day lahh. had a 3 hour game of magic with ed n terry wahh. break world record liao ha.
sianz tml got sch. ='(
manchesterunited 9:10 PM
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Tuesday, July 05, 2005
=) soccer was sooo darn fun. hit de post once. did a super nice cross field ball 4 ed, almost assist.............dere's dis jap gal called kyoko,wah lau super gd lahh. cant beat. n de volleyball gal is lyk super gd at defending. ed n i had taken to callin 'em hidetoshi nakata n william gallas lolx.
fun! thursday havin another 1 i tink....or izzit fri....dunno.....lolx......i love field soccer =)
manchesterunited 9:48 PM
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Monday, July 04, 2005
ha. went ingrid's hse 4 card games day today lolx. april! notti! somehow i got her pee on my jeans ewww lolx.
tml gonna be fun fun fun. nothing catches up with field soccer in terms of enjoyment man. =)
suddenly realise that not a lot of pple do smileys with de equal sign 4 eyes. looks nicer wad. haah.
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haha tt's all i noe lolx lame. sian lahh. tonite. maple.? ha. ehh if u guys out dere got play come tell me lahh lolx.
manchesterunited 10:54 PM
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Sunday, July 03, 2005
new signings......a che guevera shirt n court shoes 4 scout meetings. yeah haha =)
alonso took de french grand prix in style, overtaking every1 cept those tt took to de podium.
federer beats roddick in straight sets, forcing de yank to remark tt he wanted to 'punch him' n tt he 'needed a beer' lolx.
jes: kinda hard to link u when i dunno where haha. n confirm u'll get higher marks de la. leavin 1 qns blank? but u'll do de other qns better 1 lahh. u wanna bet with me hu gets lower marks too? then i'll hav TWO bottles of absolut. woot! =p
manchesterunited 5:06 PM
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Saturday, July 02, 2005
haha backk. com spoiled coz my sis play too long n de power unit blew. yup.
anonymous: i can i sell u shirt if i dunno hu u r lol. but i wasn't in de school team,so i won't sell u. even if i hav,it'll be a v dear momento 4 me,so i'll nv sell it. ha. =)
FC Genesis 4 Compassvale Alumni 1
Man of the Match:Aloy
Scorers: Aloy 3, Javin 1.
wahh damn shiok. saved a penalty! but let in de rebound haiz. kana lob la. i committed n went 4 tt guy's legs so he chip over me lor. acute angle somemore,so kudos to tt guy.
learnt quite a lot of stuff today la. also din do much,considering tt de other team only put tgt 3 shots on target. de penalty itself,de rebound goal,n 1 of a corner at de last min of de game. lucky i was standin at de right place at de right time lolx.
anywayy,i lurve field soccer =) tues gonna teach de soccer galz,tt's wad i heard ed say. tink emiko's askin 4 a lil help. i seriously dun mind. soccer plus gals. wad more can a guy want lolx.
manchesterunited 11:01 PM
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